This is becoming familiar. Tears streaming down my face, and no one who understands. The only way to release my frustration is involuntarily done, you know what, I give up you won. I just want to get through to you, the way you treat me, I never treated you. This is starting to be something I don’t want parts of, I rather sleep under the bridge than let you crumble my pride, I can’t take it I just want to run away and hide. The pain I feel is so much more than physical, this undermined betrayal is way more than mental. I can’t stop sobbing, its like you’ve robbed me of my dignity, you may as well hold me at gun point on my hands and knees. I know that when the storm is over the sun shall shine again, when I see the rainbow I know that I win.