When you cheat on me…
How does it start? Is it intentional? Did you search to find the perfect candidate? Was she everything on your list? Is she capable of taking my place? Have I failed you? Is my turn up? Was I not good enough? When I call you over and over, do you wish I just stop calling? Do you roll your eyes, are you annoyed by my name on the screen? Do you make plans while you’re laying next to me? Are you not concerned about my feelings? Are you telling her you love her? When you make love to her, are you just fucking, or are you moaning, telling her how good it is, holding her, caressing her, looking in her eyes? Is she trembling, screaming, indulging in pleasure? Do you think about me? I’m home, lying in your bed, calling your phone, so do you think about me? When you ignore my call, is that your choice? Did you choose her over me? If so why did you come back to me? Why not stay with her? What made you choose her over me? Is she prettier? Is it better? Is she more stable? Is she more accommodating? Is she less confrontational? Does she comfort you? Do you tell her all your secrets? Do you create a bond with her? Are you calm? Baby are you in love with her? Are you in love with me? Is she more fun? Do you do things with her that you won’t do with me?
A concerned woman 👩🏿